Monday, January 21, 2008
Just got our term test marks back and i didn't do well for them especially my A and P and Im.
A and p- 30 IM- 31
Crm 37 Rm- 40
Today A And P presentation was totally screwed up and teacher commented on my projects as in consistent and not much linkages. So i guess is either a D or C grade. The only way is score well for end of sem test to pull up the grade.
Life is getting way too boring. I have been slacking for days not feeling anything. Polo skills getting from bad to worst. I just can't be bother with anything in my life man. And is time that i think about my goals and what i want to achieve in life again. If not i will be just wasting my time and passing my days aimlessly. One thing i want to really improve is my language, really have enough of people mocking at my poor language. Is like every single word that i didn't manage to pronounce properly, people will start laughing about it all.
I don't really treat everyone as my friends as i don't see a need to be friend with them when you know that they are acquaintance. Maybe my mindset is too "old fashion" and i don't know if this is the right way but i shall as time pass.
I had learnt something from Guan sheng that day, i used to hate Reuben to the core simply because i train so hard for the team and i have ppl like him not coming for training pulling the team back and still think that he is damn good. Every words that came out of his mouth pisses me off like seriously. That day, i was made to tell him how i feel about him in front of the team and of course i told him hell lots of shit and even said that i always wanted him to leave the team.
Guan sheng told me this, if i were to give up on him, ask him to leave the team, don bother asking him to come for training. At the end of the day i will just lose one friend, one team mate, but if i just bother to pull him along and give him a chance, i gain one friend and even a brother.
I do feel that it is quite true as if i was Reuben i would hope there is someone who will tell me my mistakes and would give me a chance to change.
;6:45 AM
