Tuesday, October 2, 2007
Last sat training was quite tiring but thank god that the sun is not as hot as the previous sat.. That was seriously insane ! Did some warm up, ball handling and straight to game. I was playing wing and after that i got scolded and had to move back to point. I seriously have a tough time playing point, shouting and screaming away and had to sprint up and down at the same time. The worst thing is no one listen to me at all. People losing the ball and i had to sprint back to defend for them and when i turned around i saw some of them taking their own sweet time swimming back or even better sitting there and watch. Ask centre to sit in and don't where he swim to, my divers kept losing the ball, refused to help. I totally flared up and refused to play point. It is not like im damn good, I'm also trying to catch up after missing so much trainings is just that I'm too tired and not good enough.
During the break, Ivan came and talked to me asking me why I'm so negative and shouldn't give up on them. I admitted that i did gave up but not because they are not good just that i see no hunger in them to become better and stronger at all. I started playing rough and nearly got into a fight with Mark. My temper is getting and to worst, small little thing is enough to piss me off .. After that things got a little better when i started shouting even louder. haha..
I should guide them more in trainings rather than scolding them in the game. Definitely not giving up on anyone of them.
Met Yvonne after training, We went Sim Lim to search for her psp and the bastard salesman kept trying to cheat her money !! Shop at Mustafa and then train to doubt ghaut for dinner.
Monday, went for the job interview and had to rush down to sign some contract at recruit and Eddee came along with me. By the time i finished everything it was already 5.40 and our training was at 6pm. So we called up Andy to fetch us at tekka mall but there was a heavy jam. We end up reaching school at 6.30. So we did our punishment 100 push-ups and 50 sit ups. I felt quite guiltily as they were late because of me. So sorry guys.
Today was my first day of work is quite boring actually but the pay is good so is okay. haha..
Week days 6 per hour, Week end sat 1.5 time and Sunday 2 times. So anyone who is interested can tell me =) I need accompanies at work !!
These few days, my attitude is seriously bad and I'm sorry if i had said any harsh things to you guys but i don't really mean it. For now i seriously treat people who treat me as their friend other than that i don't really care. Stop coming to me when u guys have any problems or need my help. After all i don't even get a thank you after helping.
All i want is money !! Aim to save up to 5k before 19.
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